Nic
Before I met you I was scared to go to sleep and scared to wake up, exhausted from the struggle of living in mental pain. I’d had a lot of counselling but all the talking did not take away the constant feeling deep inside of dread. My life was a rollercoaster of darkness with glimpses of light. I was holding on for dear life, being pulled into a deeper depression. My constant negative thoughts were becoming louder and louder. I wasn’t going to kill myself but couldn’t wait to die because I didn’t want this torture anymore. I was constantly trying to control life to feel safe and addictions were all I looked forward to.
One hungover morning, I turned to my friend Ellie and said “I can’t do this anymore”. She Said “I told you, you need to see Roxy”. I’m crying now writing this because I forget how much I suffered. But these tears are quite different than before, they’re nurturing, kind and compassionate.
After one session I felt change, the pressure and the weight on my chest lifted open and I knew I had to keep going.
I still find it hard to explain my journey with you but my inner world is now full of excitement, I feel brave again and so much love, I don’t know what to do with it sometimes. When I feel struggle, confusion or pain, I see it as a place to explore and grow. To change the way I talk to myself and to open my heart and feel what I need to feel and with that, I am opening up to feelings of joy too. Sometimes I cry because I’m so happy and I couldn’t remember what that feels like.
I finally feel connection to people, to myself, to nature and to life. I trust myself to actually do what is best for me. I treat myself well and treat everyone else better. My mental chatter does not control me anymore (well sometimes) but the difference is huge.
I am eternally grateful to you and your work. This is the most important and life changing thing I’ve ever done for myself and it has changed my whole universe and helped all those around me in the process. You are a gorgeous and powerful soul.
My energy, hope, enthusiasm and determination is back. Everything seems possible now and I just feel alive again! Thank you Roxy you helped me release my pain and open up my soul. I still don’t quite understand how to explain what you do, but it works and I think everyone should do this not only for themselves but for every living thing and the planet.
I have learnt more about life and love in the last few months, than I have ever learned in the rest of my life.
I always had to try and be happy, now I just am happy.
Ellie
Roxy was recommend by a friend and it came at exactly the right moment.
I had been through some massive personal issues which lead me into a very toxic relationship my life had become extremely chaotic and I was not functioning. I was lost, depressed and on medications to numb my sadness, for the first time in my life I had to take time out from my much loved job as I was frightened I was going to make a mistake, I was unsafe to look after others as a nurse.
I had a couple of sessions and it was like an instant switch flipped within me, I was able to open up and listen to my gut again after so long of it being blocked and fighting internally daily. I walked out of my first session and blocked every form of contact I had with this toxic person, the most freeing moment of my entire life. Things have literally changed so much for me since this, we have worked on using my voice, developing boundaries and working through trauma. I feel peaceful and life has been so different for me. I can’t really put into words what I experienced in these sessions but I will be forever grateful for what it has done for me. Thank you Roxy for being so kind, patient, understanding and helping me get myself back and showing me I can forgive myself
